How can I tell You to search for me?

Here I am, standing straight.
Can I be honest?
Why I feel like I'm not worth it.
Do I need to praise it?

It seems like no one can see,
Do I need to tell my pain?
Do I need to speak it loud face to face?
I think I'm insane.
No, I think I'm insecure.

How can I tell you to search for me?
When I'm a prisoner of this world,
full of wickedness and shame.
Darkness, filled this emptiness of my heart.
Shadow that keeps hunting me.


Is there a chance?
A chance to say "No"
A chance to say "I can't"
A chance to say "Sorry?"
Or a chance to say "I'm lost?"

I'm lost in this darkness.
This mind.
This heart.
This world.
I'm trapped.

How can I tell you to search for me?
Do I need to break  the chains by myself?
Now.. there is no hope..
The only thing I can see is shadow.
"Who are you?"


Now, can't stop my tears.
How can I tell you to search for me?
When I don't have a voice?
Only my mind can speak.
How can I tell you to search for me?

Now, shadows are standing in front of me.
I'm so scared.
Is there anyone in there?
The other side of my brain is full of Fears.
While the other side is full of Faith.

Time has passed.

No one.
No one.
How can I tell you to search for me?
Tears keep falling.
I closed my eyes and pray.


Time has passed.

There is.
There is.
How can I tell you to search for me?
There is a light.
Now, I stand straight again.


Time has passed.

I walked.
 Now, I can tell.
 If you have Faith.
There is Hope.
There is God.

God is the One who will Fix you. Sharing this song by Cold Play "Fix You"



'till my next entry!