Tuesday, May 31, 2016

Friday, January 29, 2016


 I'm not active here anymore, but I missed this.

Just a recap on what I'm doing these past few months. I'm starting to learn the things that I'm praying for before.

I already started writing and I'm so  glad that it gained me new found friends. Can't tell here if what I'm writing. It's a secret. Haha!

Only few friends know what I'm up to. But will you pray for me? I still don't have confidence and it sucks! whoa! So glad to be back!

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Tuesday, September 8, 2015


 I never got the chance to check myself. It's been a while. I know, I'm a bit tired and sick of this life. Yes, I'm deadly serious. I think I'm lost. How did I got lost?

I'm acting strange lately. I feel numb. I couldn't sleep at night in weekend. I'm sleepless, weak and tired. I don't know what's keeping me lazy lately. My mind is preoccupied with a lot  of thoughts, that's why I keep myself busy in reading books and everything.

I think, I'm messed up! What will happen? I know I can lean on God. Yes, I trust and believe in Him but how can I know what's really my calling in this world  if I'm just wasting my time in thinking and do nothing?

Since I'm working right now,  there's one thing I want to do next - fulfill my second dream in Writing. I'm on my Wattpad right now, I'm writing a Fiction but I won't be able to share it here - I want to finish it first before announcing here. Haha.

Don't worry, I'm ok  (Talking to myself, lol)

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Tuesday, August 4, 2015

Little Mix - Salute

Have you watched the Music Video of Little Mix "Salute" or you might heard this song on the radio already? Me, the only person who introduced me this song is the Posptar Royalty of the Philippines - the One and only Sarah Geronimo. She performed this in her birthday prod in ASAP (ABS-CBN). Superb!  Happy Birthday Sarah Geronimo!

Watch her performance:

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Thursday, April 16, 2015


Did you ever feel that people won’t appreciate you? Did you ever feel that sometimes you’re comparing yourself to others? Did you ever feel that you’re thinking what others think about you? Are you a victim of a cyber-bully?  Or it might be, someone is bullying you at school?

If yes, there’s really something wrong about you. Why? At first, you’re listening to what others think about you. You keep accepting their negative thoughts about yourself well in fact they don’t even know you at all, instead of ignoring them, you just keep on accepting their thoughts. And that’s the reason that they keep on judging you. Fight with it if you think that they’re wrong. If it is true, accept it and learn from it. If they won’t accept it, they won’t worth it. 

Have you realized that you won’t accept yourself because you always think about what others say? They think… they say… they keep on judging….they keep on bullying me…”

Be positive. Don’t change yourself!  Start accepting yourself! Know yourself! God knows you! No one will judge the way God created you. Accept it! Live with it! Love yourself! You should be thankful. Bitterness, hatred, jealousy won’t give you satisfaction. Don’t live with it. Live a life with full of positive thoughts and always remember that you are blessed!

Sharing this song! 

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Wednesday, April 8, 2015

TODAY GOD WANTS ME TO KNOW: "There is no safety, No security."

 "Security is an illusion, a grasping of your ego to eternal life. There is no eternal life for the ego or for the body. God given, God taken. The more you try to hide behind the false shield of security, the harder will be the fall. Let go of the illusion, and abide in God's grace."
Source: https://apps.facebook.com/godwantsyouprod/ 

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Tuesday, April 7, 2015


Yow! Tumblr, Blogger, Pinterest, Twitter, Youtube and Instagram  are one of my Top Social Medias. Okey. Okey! Why not Facebook?

Facebook is easy to use and don't you know that when Friendster still exist, I already have a Facebook Account. Really! But at first, I  don't know how to operate it. Ha-ha! It's normal. Yes I know.

Facebook is not included in the list of my social media because I felt like I'm becoming so emotional.

I did search about Facebook. In fact, it revealed that Facebook can make us unhappy.

No one joins Facebook to be sad and lonely. But a new study from the University of Michigan psychologist Ethan Kross argues that that’s exactly how it makes us feel. Over two weeks, Kross and his colleagues sent text messages to eighty-two Ann Arbor residents five times per day. The researchers wanted to know a few things: how their subjects felt overall, how worried and lonely they were, how much they had used Facebook, and how often they had had direct interaction with others since the previous text message. Kross found that the more people used Facebook in the time between the two texts, the less happy they felt—and the more their overall satisfaction declined from the beginning of the study until its end. The data, he argues, shows that Facebook was making them unhappy.
Source: Click this link
Okey, what I'm tryin to say is that. Facebook can makes us sad, happy and angry. Okey, if your friends or one of your family posted in their Facebook about you and you accidentally read it. You become emotional. I don't know, but sometimes I don't usually open my Facebook. I usually use my top social medias and just share it to facebook so that everyone will know what I'm doing or what pictures I'm about to share with them.

And one thing. If you're angry don't post it in Facebook or else, it will become an issue. (that's when you don't like to have an issue with someone. Don't post. If you like. Then post. If it is for your Family. Don't post. Respect them. Don't post. Just talk to them. You're not alone. You have your family and friends to talk to. Don't keep it. Speak it. Don't post negative thoughts. It will makes you more sad.) 

When I'm sad or angry. I usually create a post. But if I'm reading it twice or thrice. I deleted it. I don't want to post negative thoughts. If I feel that way, I'm just hanging out with my friends and talk to them. 

 Facebook can makes us sadder and unsatisfied with what God has given to us.

 Another research:
The study authors did not get at the reasons Facebook made their test subjects feel glum. But Jonides suspects it may have to do with social comparison.

"When you're on a site like Facebook, you get lots of posts about what people are doing. That sets up social comparison — you maybe feel your life is not as full and rich as those people you see on Facebook," he says.

Interestingly, Jonides notes, the study found the effects of Facebook are most pronounced for those who socialize the most "in real life." He says the folks who did the most direct, face-to-face socializing and used social media were the ones who reported the most Facebook-related mood decline.

"It suggests that when you are engaging in social interactions a lot, you're more aware of what others are doing and, consequently, you might be more sensitized about what's happening on Facebook and comparing that to your own life," Jonides says.

If you're feeling bummed, researchers did test for and find a solution. The prescription for Facebook despair is less Facebook. Researchers found that face-to-face or phone interaction — those outmoded, analog ways of communication — had the opposite effect. Direct interactions with other human beings led people to feel better.
Source: Click this link:  http://www.npr.org/blogs/alltechconsidered/2013/08/19/213568763/researchers-facebook-makes-us-sadder-and-less-satisfied

So, warriors! Don't stay in Facebook in 1 or 2 hours (it depends). Or else. I don't know. But check your feelings. Talk to your friends, not your Facebook Friends who are not really your friends in person.

Never mind me, I'm just hungry.  I'm not against in Facebook. I like Facebook. It  keeps me connected to my true friends.

Now, time to go home.  Again.
Never mind me.

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